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[May. 17th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaalcohol. almost durnk onl emon flavored vodka so SHUT UP I DONT EVEN LIKE YOU LIVEJOURNALL.
anylwas. wawsu new with me. um. nothing. so SHUT THE FUCK ULP.
peasce out assholessssssss |
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[Feb. 11th, 2009|07:36 pm] |
if my assumptions are correct:
i may finally get to see this beautiful mug in person.
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|06:20 pm] |
the next batman movie is going to SUCK.
johnny depp as the riddler (how predictable) and theyre going to put ROBIN in it.
why ruin a good thing with fucking ROBIN: the GAYEST sidekick on in comic book history? |
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[Jan. 11th, 2009|08:00 pm] |
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-YESSSS! my internet works again! may the Mighy Boosh marathon resuuuume!
-have to work thursday/friday night and sunday. guhhhh applebees.
-LIVERPOOL vs. EVERTON JANUARY 19TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-ill be 21 next wednesday!
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[Jan. 9th, 2009|01:43 pm] |
people are so fucking two-faced. spouting out a bunch of nonsensical...rhubarb. youre either my friend, or youre not. that simple. if you are, make a fucking effort. if you're not, fuck off you muppet.
christ, how many times and to how many people do i have to go over this with?
in other news, im off to get shit faced and to cheer on those reds!
WALK ON WALK ON
WITH HOPE IN YOUR HEART
AND YOULL NEEEEEVEEEER WAAAAAALK ALOOOOOOOOOOOOONE! |
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[Jan. 6th, 2009|02:50 pm] |
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back at coker.
this semester is going to be a bit hectic but i think it's also going to be really amazing. i might actually learn things!
im taking history of photo and graphic design, existentialism, modern fiction, drawing 3 (jim's not being a dick, what?), and biology next quarter.
i have a pretty big list of books i have to read (i figure i can try to tie some of them in to book club):
The Myth of Sisyphus - Camus
Thus Spoke Zarathustra - Nietzsche
The Essential Kierkegaard - Howard and Edna Hong
The Irrational Man - William Barrett
East, West - Salman Rushdie
Mrs. Dalloway - Woolf
What We Talk About When We Talk About Love - Carver
Big Bad Love - Larry Brown
The Unbearable Lightness of Being - Kundera (!!!)
Everyman - Roth
The Things They Carried - O'Brien
Jazz - Morrison
On Chesil Beach - Ian McEwan
i also had a really good talk with henna (finnish girl in my art classes that i went to germany with)about future work (film/installation/action work)and people. we actually have a lot in common in terms of how we relate to other people. and friday is katies birthday so i think were going on an all night drunk. i dunno. maybe things will get a bit better, people-wise, this semester. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2009|10:57 pm] |
Why am I so scared
That the shadows on the wall from yesterday...
I turn and tell my dad
I saw ghosts in the park wooing girls with cakes
And their moms are scared
'Cause they haven't been home in two or three days
Wind blows trees through the tops of my hair
I saw wolves in the fog, I can see through the rain
Oh, man and things have changed
In the snow filled lakes where there used to be waves
I feel deranged
They're building beaches inside so it's sunny on me
I don't know, I think it's strange
'Cause I know we met before but I cannot place it
I don't know if there's any real danger
But the creatures all know that it's safer in the
dark
Why am I so scared
Of explosions going off just any old way
I turn, ask is it really that bad
They say we've much bigger problems, we got wolves on
the plain
And they left their den 'cause of cracks in the pipes
through the murky graves
They're running just as fast as the hares
They say you shouldn't leave a place if you can eat
there
Oh, man, and things have changed
In the snow filled lakes where there used to be waves
I feel deranged
They're building beaches inside so it's sunny on me
I don't know, I think it's strange
'Cause I know we met before but I cannot place it
I don't know if there's any real danger
But I'm alright if you're alright
I'm alright if you're alright, man
She cuts her diamonds so they
Look like a decoy lover
Many have fine costumes but they're not like mine
He said I'd kiss you, sometimes I
Don't wanna kiss you, don't mean I
Don't like to kiss you, just means these lips are
mine
He just don't jerk and he just don't work and
He got wrapped up in loving but
We opened him just in time
He said don't make your problems my funny problems
Because I've got problems but I'll cover them up in
time
Don't make your troubles my funny troubles
Because I've got troubles
Why we talk about 'em all the time
Like crocodiles sometimes I wanna eat him
Sometimes I just wanna meet him for a
Good meal but to eat you better win so loud
Like crocodiles sometimes he just wanna basement
Sometimes, man, he can never take it when he
Do not look at you but deep inside it's fine, thinking
about
Torture
Don't let it get you down
There's other ways to fight
Torture
I hope it gets you 'round
Shaking it off with me
Man, now don't get too freaky on me
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
 yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! yes! this makes the bullshit that's been the last few months so fucking worth it. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2008|01:04 pm] |
i left my phone in hartsville. had to get my landlord to go in my apartment and get it and get one of my housemates to mail it to me. so....im not ignoring you if youve tried to call.....like anyone would even do that....and if you havn't called, do so! (NATHANIEL LICHFIELD) because i should be getting my phone in the mail today or tomorrow. guh. also, im at work....so....i should get back to that..... |
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[Dec. 10th, 2008|08:26 pm] |
my birthday is going to RULE.
because the day before (the 20th) not only does Obama take office,
but the new Animal Collective album is coming out as well HOLY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2008|02:31 pm] |
Other than being in love with Stephen Colbert (and project Humble Kanye),
I've gotten a case of the Fuckthismess.
fufufufuuuuuuuuuckthis messss.
im ridiculously busy and stressed im going to die and my arms are going to fall off and i still have one exam today for drama lit, a paper due by friday for the same class, an entire short story to write before tomorrow morning (which im planning in totally bullshitting), an exam in that class, and an exam in modern poetry (which consists of four essay questions that require us to write five paragraphs for each during a two and a half hour period).
THEN ITS EARLY VIKING DAY WITH KATIE AND FOREST
and getting DRUNK AS FUCKING HELL
and a visit from patrick. whatever. fuckthismess. bitch got needs.
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[Dec. 7th, 2008|06:44 pm] |
It's not the school, it's not the town, and it's not the people. I'm just a horrible person with a horrible disposition. I'm a fucking scrooge.
My brother had an appointment with the guy he goes to (that I used to go to) for all that ADD nonsense. When my brother was done I sat and had a conversation with the doctor who was "very sure" that I have some sort of social anxiety disorder or depression...which is fantastic....one more thing for me to blame everything on. I feel like if I keep blaming my awkwardness...or whatever... on things outside myself, I'm never going to be able to move on from it. I think I'm okay with the friends I made before I started getting this way but in all honesty, how long are they even going to stick around? And I keep pushing everyone else away and getting upset that when I can't make that extra step in whatever relationship it is, they give up on me and eventually turn to other people....like it isn't completely expected. This isn't supposed to be some "oh, pity me and leave me nice comments" entry (which is why i'm turning the comment....thing off) I just needed to get it off of my chest somehow. sorry for constantly being an obnoxious buzz kill. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2008|11:28 pm] |
how am i just now hearing this song?
i know, i know, but it made me feel a little bit better about things.
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[Nov. 30th, 2008|04:43 pm] |
yesterday was fun. amazingly fun. ridiculously fun! (nathaniel, lauren, bif and lucas and me ALL IN THE SAME PLACE watching miley cyrus as not a dog and drinking peach shnapps out of a sprite bottle.)but i still feel like a fucking idiot. i really need to get over this whole "i might as well be autistic" thing around some/most people.
and i cant keep making myself so fucking miserable. i know its all mindset but its hard to see past the concrete facts (hartsville, coker, horrible). i need to find a way (ways?) to make myself happy. after calling in "grandpa dead" at work yesterday to go to aiken instead and visit friends, i thought "why the hell dont i do this with everything?" i mean....i cant just leave coker. but i only have a year and a half left with summer/christmas breaks in between. it sounds off but i just need to budget my time and money more so that i can DO things and GO places outside of hartsville more often.
speaking of which, Wax Fang is playing in athens december 14th (i think). anyone want to go with?
http://www.myspace.com/waxfang |
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[Nov. 13th, 2008|01:32 pm] |
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[Nov. 1st, 2008|05:19 pm] |
because im a nerd and have to post this everywhere:
this is the protomen show i went to...exactly a year ago tomorrow!
at a few points you can see me and fabio dancing around like epileptic kids on fire. mostly in the last few minutes....and engaging in a group-hug full of AWESOME with murphy.
XD oh, the protomen. you make me feel so much better about everything.
ACT II THIS MONTH!! aa;skjf;ksjf;lksjf and i wont have any moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy D: (somebody buy if for me.)
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[Oct. 24th, 2008|10:36 pm] |
someone stole my bicycle.
this is a devil town. |
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